Crescent moon post

Dear Diary...sigh....
Another weekend gone. I am still in waiting mode, unable to get my life back to normal. Not my hubby's fault. He is also gone, not living at home, part time husband, part time patient. The travel is long and arduous and plans are so hard to make.
Meetings with people I don't know and don't care about, no extra money and on and on. Where does it all end?
On the upside, Tarot classes are going well. I had forgotten how much I love cards. I gave the women five reasons for wanting to purchase cards. Love of Art was on the list. Recently, against my better judgement, because I have over 100 tarot decks, I bought another. It is the new Vampire deck. Why? Well I love Bram Stoker's dracula. The deck is based on his story. One of the court cards has Pamela Coleman Smith and anyone who knows Tarot knows her. She is a hero to modern readers. And, if not she should be. I am balancing the Tarot and the travel and of course, I am writing again because it is the only thing which keeps my mind in the present.

Putting together a reasonable quotient

Today was a wonderful day for staying home. Did I? Not at all. I spent a good portion of it on the road in my home town. It was great to be in Toronto. I wanted to stay. The crossroads of my life is coming to a head. I can feel it in the wind and rain.
The writing continues to fill my head, the prep is delicious, as if working the majick of scenarios helps to give voice to my own needs and wishes.
Ok, the cards are also wonderful. I want to help my friend to realize this goal. Her spirit cries out for expression. Mine needs to see everything of my life immortalized.
I move on.

Today I have begun to work seriously on creating my own tarot deck. The deck is of course going to be related to the music of my heart. Its life starts with the journey. I will have to make the songs fit, by simply listening to them with new ears and finding the words which bring them to life. The rest I leave to AP to bring to life. She is talented.
Hearts rule, elements rule. We spent quality time together getting to know each other. She will have to bring to life a dream i shared with someone else. I believe she can.
My story continues on BATB. I can see this one coming to an end soon. I hope for a crazy kind of ending that will knock socks off. I can't see the ending yet but it is on the horizon. Another long drive will help me get in touch with the characters.
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